its December,
the month after November.
i think this is the month i hate the most.
why?
cuz right now i realize i must drop all the happy moment.
last month was good, im happy, taking nice trip too, abit tiring but it worth.
its ironic actually.
its not about taking decision.
it hurt enough to think that I could stop.
i keep playin this song, tattoo by jordin sparks.
i keep finding new emotion, new person, new rules to play, new situation & condition.
it leaves a mark, and that making me to learn.
the more i learn the more i keep even further away from the feelin i want the most.
jus wanna say thank you so much for all,
and i h